You have hurt me.
Making me feel useless.
At first making me believe that we could be friends.
Even though I wanted to be more.
Reading through the endless texts.
It gave me a feeling of hope.
But then you stopped speaking to me.
Sending a wave of sadness through me.
Not knowing what I have done wrong.
I still do not know what I did wrong.
I wish you could tell me.
But you have decided to keep me wondering.
Creating deeper cracks in my self-esteem.
One of these days I will break.
If only you could have told me.
You would have lessened the amount of damage.
Lessened the days I felt worthless.
But I also have to thank you.
Leaving me in the dark, saved me.
Telling me that you are not worth the time.
Not worth my friendship.