I glance at the figure next to me
Still and lifeless, limp like a doll
Can’t bear to look at his dull, emotionless eyes
It hurts to think about
That gaping hole in my heart
Bitter taste of bile in my mouth
And my head spins giddily
Every part of my body aching
My jaw burns
As I try to hold back tears
And I force myself to look at him again
And I hope
That he is at peace
And I know
That one day, I will join him