Sometimes I sit down and wonder where we may be,

If you had decided to stay, would we have a tree?

Sometimes I wonder if you were still here,

Would we be Christmas shopping, laughing and full of cheer?

Sometimes I sit down and wonder, if you were sleeping down the hall,

Would I feel safer and excited as them all?

Sometimes I wonder, if you had chosen me,

Would I be happier, could Christmas be filled with glee?

Cause right now the music isn’t so bright in the air,

I don’t wanna sing, and honestly I don’t really care,

Cause the one thing I want for Christmas will not come to be,

Cause this year, you will be no where I can see.