There’s no air, it’s hard to breathe, taking a breath, it’s so hard to believe.
That people actually care and trust you, just wanna sleep, no hope or light, just pain that’s so deep.
Trying to control, trying to be strong, never feeling strength, just trying to belong.
Just to keep fighting it’s so tough, you just feel like you’ll never be enough.
No one understands, no one feels, trying to learn that only time heals.
Trust that only the process will help you move on, to become a better version of you, it can be done.
There are nice people in this world who genuinely care, even when you feel like no one is there.
I promise you from rock bottom we only go upwards and strive, to be the best version of ourselves to want to thrive.
So come out of hiding, keep on fighting.
The path may not be clear as day, but there are people who will help you along the way.
They’re so kind, caring, sensitive, and true, they value your worth just because you are you.
Just remember, hold on, pain ends, and know the ones who are there through everything are your true friends.
You get me, you understand like no one else has done ever, always there when I’m down, not leaving me, never.
You hug me and snuggle me, keeping me safe and secure, keeps me wanting to come back for more.
We have a non-verbal language, just the two of us, you care, you love and appreciate a great fuss.
Alfie you don’t know how much love you have given to me, installed in me hope, set me free.
A sense of calm washes over me when I’m with you, you say ”It’s gonna be okay, you’ll overcome this too”
A place I can leave my anxiety, worries, and fears, knowing I will always have you so very near.
Now I know my power, my strength, my might, I know I’ll go far no matter the fight.
And if the road shifts somewhere along the way, it’s still my journey- just a different way.
You trust me and have taught me to let go, giving me hope that maybe I can trust others too when I’m in the low.
Alfie, I love you so very much, you’ve taught me way more than anyone else has with your very special touch.
You give me the fight to move on, to spread light and prevail, to prove to myself and others that I choose not to fail.
In the darkness you are my shining light, making my future a little bit more bright.
Alfie, there are no words to thank you for just being there, helping me to open up and share.
I’m very much looking forward to spending more time with you and me together, you will be etched into my heart forever.