I thirst for more but I feel so stuck
The more I think, my head feels hit by a puck
But why can’t I ever find
The reason I stay stuck in time?
To wish to grow older lets you down
The quicker I age, the more I drown
But why is it that I can’t find my reason to achieve?
So many praises, so many expectations
So many things to weigh on my mind
I known of I try I’ll gain the things I want
I need to stop the laziness and get back to the grind

I feel like this too