True Love

I caught a sparkle of light in your eyes
that day I bathed in it
was transported to heaven’s gates by it

but I fall at my feet
my words must be composed
I can’t speak

my inner self
calling my outer self weak

admiring from afar
secretly

I was 5 when I first met you
We met at the tree outside my house
From that day on I loved you
My heart is empty without your love
You may think I’m only a friend
But I want to be more

You will find your lover
Then your lover is gone it’s gone
Don’t worry you’ll get another lover
They’ll keep you in their heart
They’ll love so much
And going to love you so much

I want to hug you and love you and kiss you in rain
But when I lie on your chest all I hear is pain
All I hear are the echoes of my sobs
And the empty soul of my heart you robbed
How did I fail so badly at trust
Hearts locked and bolted and I let it rust
Our umbrella was perfect kept out the shower
I messed up and wilted our flower
I wanted to say I love you quiet as a whispering willow
I’ll just say I love you into my tear sodden pillow

My love for you
Is like summer dew
I love you so
So much you know
I know much about you
I know how much you’ve been through
But you know me
We will always be we
Like the summer dew
Is my love for you

I got a dog named Poppy
she passed away in sep
I feel the guilt building up
everyday I take a gulp
and say it’ll be okay

I didn’t feel it was time
but now I’m making a rhyme
Now it’s Teddy I love the most
I have no friends
He’s the only one

I know this sounds depressing
but it’s true
Boo hoooooo!

Am I good enough?
I ask that very often
I can handle it, I’m tough
As my heart softens

I feel amorousness
About her, yes her
My friends act with kindness
They say it’s okay, it’s all a blur

Am I good enough?
She says that I am
I say that’s just a bluff
I ask really, am I?

When I get home
I sleep on it
As I stare at my garden gnome
I asked myself if I should just quit

But I don’t ‘cause she’s my angel
Some say stop dreaming
As I feel shameful
I start cleaning

Am I really?
It may sound rough
I think I’m just being silly
But am I good enough?

Stand on my tip toes,
I try to be taller than your demons,
So I can scare you away!

same person
similar rhyme
same crush
similar time
same feeling
similar art
same love
similar heart
same laugh
similar height
same smile
similar sight
same longing
for you my similar,
love you always
my familiar

Said you’d return but you never did,
Left me alone when I was just a kid.
You’d sing me a song so I’d fall asleep,
You are gone, so I always cry and weep.

Said you’d never leave, look at my face,
Ever since, my brain is too lost in space.
I really loved you and you left me to go,
Now you left my soul as dark as a crow.

Sit at night as tears roll down my cheek,
And everyone at school thinks I’m a freak.
What did I do to receive no love from you,
Do I look like someone you never knew?

I loved you for life, what was the reason?
Every single year is my crying season.
What did I do to not have your true love?
Am I a toy that you could push and shove?

You had to go but I need to know why,
You’re so happy but I just want to cry.